With the Sun and Chiron conjunct in Aries during the Libra full moon, and Mercury — ruler of the South Node — conjunct the North Node and its ruler Neptune, freshly arrived in Aries… I found myself in an experience that deeply solidified my trust in my own ability to see so clearly the hope, renewal, and rebirth during the phase of destruction and death, while submerged in the dense fields of collective fear or hopelessness.
Every living being has an instinctual intuition, a gut feeling about their direction, choices, how things might play out etc. Yet, at the same time, contradictory energies such as fear, doubt from other people, collective energy or past experiences always join in each moment, clouding that initial gut feeling.
It is impossible to reach a point where I trust my initial intuition so absolutely that I do not feel any anxiety. It is realistic to hold the vision, accept, go through the full spectrum of anxiety without being consumed by the anxiety.
The closest description - definitely a simplification - I can find is: to hold the vision in your core, deal with (clear other people’s energy, collective fear vibration, past trauma/karma imprints lighting up in your space) the anxiety when it is triggered, letting go of the expectation to know how exactly things are going to unfold in the direction you initially sensed.
By doing this, you are opening up more space in your personal aura - to let genuine clarity, support, assistance, magic integrate - then manifest the reality from this Soul space, that is beyond the capability of your ego’s imagination and calculation.
I found my inner magical world starting to align with physical reality in a way I know is possible - or even is how it is supposed to be - but do not dare to bet on it.
I hope each of you who resonate with my writing have already experienced the magic, thus rooting that trust and confidence in your vision, intuition even deeper, stronger.
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