I continue to explore a way to write astrology energy that feels natural and meaningful to me. This energy applies to everyone who resonated, it would be the best to leg go of concept of astrology, of spirituality, and let the energy come through words inspiring new perspectives.
Transit Neptune retrograde on July 2nd, along with Saturn retrograde in the sign of Pisces, bring us an opportunity to deal with Unconscious astral (emotional) energy. Neptune has an energy of hypnotization, to lure us into whatever we think is the answer, solution in our stuck situation, it transfers us into another vibration so we can temporarily numb our emotional pain sensor. When we reach our limit to endure pain, to deal with crisis, Neptune kicks in, projects an alternative route that brings hope so we can carry on. Neptune brings us a necessary pause of the intense hardship, to imagine, another partner, another job, another life could happen right now if I just make the choice, and that will save me from suffering, as long as I make this new choice, I am free from the karmic patterns and burden. Saturn reminds us, we eventually wake up from any dreams however powerful however real it feels. After resting our nervous system, we come back to deal with the same karmic pattern, hardship, crisis. It is disillusionment, yet it is never meaningless. Like practicing lucid dreams, each time, we see through our illusion a little bit clearer. We may still need to dream, yet at the same time, we can see what we are escaping and suppressing with those dreams. To have awareness while taking contradictory action is how we grow most of the time. We trap ourselves usually by requiring our awareness matching our actions/choices at a time that is not within our capability. If you can stay sober in emotional pain, that is the shortest route to go through karmic energy. Saturn does not encourage suffering, Saturn rewards any effort.